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When You Don't Know What Else to Say.
My uncle died yesterday of an illness no one bothered to investigate in a nursing home in the middle of nowhere. He had been placed on...
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Feb 6, 20224 min read


When He Sees His Shadow.
Yesterday was Groundhog Day, and the beginning of February often brings fearful storms to the places where the prairies kiss the Ozarks....
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Feb 3, 20224 min read


When You Decide to Walk
When I walked to the post office, it was chilly, overcast, and gusty, but quiet enough that I could hear the wind whipping the American...
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Dec 18, 20213 min read


When You Leave No Trace
On Saturday, I stood beside my best friend and watched his tall three-year-old jump around on playground equipment with a fearlessness I...
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Dec 9, 20215 min read


When You Stop Repeating Yourself.
Today I put black and white ornaments on a small, artificial tree with my mother. We twisted paperclips into ornament hangers and hung up...
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Nov 26, 20214 min read


When You Bite Your Tongue.
I sit in the coffee shop in Real Town, having just finished a raspberry scone with a white chocolate glaze that would be the envy of any...
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Nov 18, 20214 min read


When You Leave Your Mark.
The days are clear, and the leaves are turning autumn bright. They turn gold, then scarlet day by day. They are vividly red for a moment,...
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Nov 11, 20213 min read


When You Do Not Keep Pace With Your Companions.
Around here, I dance on a blade’s edge—leftist brain with a farmgirl heart. White-collar job with blue-collar sensibilities. I always...
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Oct 16, 20214 min read


When You Lose Your Voice.
“Military wife, huh?” my new coworker asked me with a grin. She had just learned that I spent my adult life in California, Colorado,...
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Oct 11, 20214 min read


When Forgetting Means Re-learning.
I realized that I don't hug my mother very much. COVID and living alone have made my arms heavy, hesitant, and empty. I don't know how to...
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Oct 9, 20213 min read


When strangers aren't strangers.
Yesterday Mom and I stopped at a hometown diner in Smalltown on our way back from the Smalltown Cemetery, after decorating the grave of...
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Oct 8, 20214 min read
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